Courage

“Whatever you do, you need courage. Whatever course you decide upon, there is always someone to tell you that you are wrong. There are always difficulties arising that tempt you to believe your critics are right. To map out a course of action and follow it to an end requires some of the same courage that a soldier needs. Peace has its victories, but it takes brave men and women to win them.”

 Ralph Waldo Emerson

Mike Horn & Jean Troillet, 4 Eights Thousands Exp.

The Blue Bird

there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too tough for him,
I say, stay in there, I'm not going
to let anybody see
you.
there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I pour whiskey on him and inhale
cigarette smoke
and the whores and the bartenders
and the grocery clerks
never know that
he's
in there.

there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too tough for him,
I say,
stay down, do you want to mess
me up?
you want to screw up the
works?
you want to blow my book sales in
Europe?
there's a bluebird in my heart that
wants to get out
but I'm too clever, I only let him out
at night sometimes
when everybody's asleep.
I say, I know that you're there,
so don't be
sad.
then I put him back,
but he's singing a little
in there, I haven't quite let him
die
and we sleep together like
that
with our
secret pact
and it's nice enough to
make a man
weep, but I don't
weep, do
you?

Charles Bukowski, The Blue Bird, 1992

Un rêve étrange

Je fais souvent ce rêve étrange et pénétrant 

D'une femme inconnue, et que j'aime, et qui m'aime, 

Et qui n'est, chaque fois, ni tout à fait la même 

Ni tout à fait une autre, et m'aime et me comprend.

Paul Verlaine (Mon rêve familier, Poème Saturniens, 1866)

Hamish Blakely, The blue dress

Hurt.

"I hurt myself today,

To see if I still feel,

I focus on the pain,

The only thing that's real"